Early Check In

Early check in is fortunate. Getting a room on the 4th floor is not. I have a terrible fear of elevators. I can do steps but after a while 4.5 inch heels become uncomfy.

Found the strangest calming technique - I picture myself in that yoga pose on my back where I'm stretched out but not doing much - Its working for now as a calming technique.

I was able to get in this shitty elevator with about 8 other prople and ride 4 floors. That's progress for me.